Thursday, March 24, 2005
there's no sch 2dae... :p woo~hoo~
ydae.. dam sian.. presentation.. argh.. idiot.. sian is e' onli wrd can discribe it.. :p wahaha.. :p CRS.. presentationa again.. another sian.. SIAN.. n more SIAN.... went fc4 makan wif jazzon n fang.. actualli wanna go queensway wif jazzon n rainie de.. bt in e' end.. nope.. cuz rainie nt feelin well.. so everione juz went hm after sch... went hm wif jazzon.. pei him take e' long way... to jurong east.. erik called.. he's on his way hm.. n i'm on my way hm too.. bt so qiao.. we met at jurong east.. in e' end.. jazzon went off 1st.. den erik sent mi hm.. so soli jazzon.. like i pang sei u like tt... so soli leh.. n pai sei to erik's fren oso... sooo pai sei.. stupid him.. insist to send mi hm.. wat e'.. pei him eat since he haven eat.. den hm sweet hm..
2dae.. woke up by a lot of ppl.. 1st is mummy.. wen she wake sis.. den more n more ppl called me.. wat e'.. 2dae i no sch lor.. wanna slp a bit longer oso cannot.. wat e' hell.. dam angry.. off hp... pei da jie go buy her stuff.. saw dis polo tee at OP..wanna buy.. bt left wif e' last piece.. n it's DIRTY.. wat e' hell.. dun wanna take e' risk.. if buy liao.. cannot wash.. so.. nv buy.. bt i like it a lot.. argh...... watever.. forget it... :'( hm sweet hm.. ate a lot 2dae.. gonna be fat pig liao... (^(oo)^) wahaha...... :p
~fernny~ tire.......
caught a falling star @ 9:22 PM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
courage is e' onli thg i need now...
watever... ydae.. hate ydae.. dam dam dulan.. argh.. idiot.. i cant present.. cuz i was late for sch.. n all thanx to someone... hu made e' thgs worst.. wat e' hell.. i'm gonna kill her.. argue wif e' lect.. as usual.. we lost.. idiot... ydae dam sway u noe.. idiot.. argh... on e' verge of cryin actualli.. everione hu was late ydae was dam dam dam dulan wif e' lect... n tt someone...
met erik after sch.. thanx erik for cheerin me up.. :p well.. e' train we board terminate at queenstown.. had to wait for another train.. wat e' hell.. bt too mani ppl.. couldn go in.. waited for another.. went rainie's restu to makan wif erik.. dun realli hv e' mood to eat.. didn even finish my rice.. went back hm after dinner.. cuz i no mood to shop.. erik came my hse.. he acc me watch e' jay's concert.. :p haha.. *forced by me* wahaha.. :p after tt.. he went hm...
chatted wif rainie.. told me abt e' presentation thg.. watever.. i'll juz hv to accept e' fact ba... ronald called.. sky called.. argh.. omg.. wat a life i hv.. i'm dam fan liao le.. den they all sae all dis thgs.. esp after ronald msged me sth... argh.. wat e' hell... chatted wif erik tro out e' nite.. he told me sth tt i hate to hear.. :'( watever.. all dis realli made me cry... i cried alone in e' livin room..... :'( bt well.. everithg was settled...
2dae.. almost late for sch.. erik woke me up.. cuz mummy was complainin to him tt i v difficult to wake up.. so now.. he take over mummy's position.. n wake mi up 2dae.. wahaha.. :p watever.. lucky i'm juz on time.. wahaha.. :p sch ended dam earli.. cuz mani ppl was late ydae.. n now kan silent presentation.. so.. ard 3.45.. we were dismissed.. :p went hm.. dam tire.. slp till 8+.. dinner.. wanna go runnin de.. bt was dam full... n i had dinner much later den b4.. so nv go run liao.. watever.. i'm feelin much better 2dae.. :p haha.. oh yaa.. forgotten to sae.. sch was dam fun 2dae... wahaha.. :p esp after lunch.. did CRS ppt durin lunch.. n me, rainie... as usual.. MAD.. den jason join in.. wat e' hell... we were dam noisy.. i admit.. so.. i'm so soli if we had.. or i had disturbed u guys.. wahaha.. :p took a lot of e' fotos... wahaha.. realli crazy.. presentation startin.. me n rainie n jingfang went down to co-op to buy thgs to eat.. wahaha.. chips chips n more chips.. ppl in front presentatin.. we were sittin at e' back eatin eatin n eatin.. havin picnic.. wahaha.. think tml will be another picnic dae ba.. wahaha.. :p
yihdar came.. he wanna appeal to fo EEE.. stupid.. nv bring pen.. n i had to walk all e' way to mac to lend him a pen.. wat e'.. stupid rite.. wahaha.. :p noe wat.. dis yr COP for EEE is 16.. wat e'. last yr is 26.. dis yr is 16.. so much diff...
~fernny~ be happi.. so sMiLE :)
btw.. ydae.. 21/3
it's juan's bdae.. happi 18th b'dae girl.. well.. finalli.. can go clubbin liao le rite.. wahaha.. :p watever.. wish u all e' best n may ur wishes come true.. :p
caught a falling star @ 11:53 PM
Sunday, March 20, 2005
wat e' hell is dis... i'm feelin guilty... i miss him.. how i wish he's beside me now.... i feel like cryin.. feel like huggin him.. bt he's nt here...
y is there feelings? y is there love? i'm all confused...
project stress is gone.. another stress has juz arrived... i had to settle all dis.. bt y they juz dun listen n keep forcin me?
i'm nt as strong as u think.. i realli wanna cry.. wanna wanna.. wanna cry out loud...
wen i found out tt e' 1 i like is him.. i'm worried.. ppl might sae tt i onli like his $$... i'm afraid.. cuz someone out there already think so... truthfully.. i dun like his money.. n i swear..... argh... watever... lets nature takes its stride.... :p
~fernny~ dun worry be happi.. :p i'm alrite.. thanx for ur concern.. i'm juz naggin.. :p bleah
caught a falling star @ 10:28 PM
finalli.. it's all over.. :p i'm so so soooo happi.. n i think everione in claz think so too.. ;p well... fri.. stupid.. went peace centre to collect my A1 presentation panel wif rainie, jazzon n fang.. stayed there for quite a long while cuz they haven finish quite a few thgs.. watever.. den someone called.. 'faster faster.. e' lect is lockin e' door at 12.00..' wat e' hell.. idiot rite.. we rush back to sch fr peace centre.. n idiot.. me n rainie havin car sick... almost puke u noe...
reached sch.. 4 of us ran like mad person... wahaha.. watever... managed to pass up by 12.00 11.57 is my submission time.. wahaha.. muz buy 4D liao le. wahaha.. :p went to eat wif rain, jaz, fang n juan after tt.. had mac.. now den i realise.. mac is simply soooo delicious... :p wahahaha.. :p went to meet da jie n er jie after makan... went u queensway to shop.. bought a shorts.. wahaha.. :p can go sentosa le..
met jie fu after tt.. went makan at rain there wif sis n jie fu.. yummie yummie.. n i paid for tt meal.. cost me almost 90 bucks.. wat e' hell.. den met erik after tt.. watched HITCH... aha.. to erik: dun sae i nv pei u watch movie liao le ar.. i watched wif u liao le ar.. wahaha... :p
i'm advoidin someone's call since fri... FEEL SOO BAD... i lied... argh.. i'm sooo soli.. bt we'll be fren forever...
~sin~sin~sin~sin~sin~sin~sin~sin~sin~sin~sin~sin~sin~sin~sin~sin~sin~sin~sin~sin~
watever.. hope everithg will be alrite...
~fernny~ confused..
caught a falling star @ 8:31 PM
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
juz did a test...
sth abt eng actualli... n guess wat.. dis is my score.. can u imagine? wahaha.. :p
Intermediate
You scored 86% Beginner, 86% Intermediate, 75% Advanced, and 61% Expert!
You have a good understanding of beginner and intermediate level commonly confused English words, getting at least 75% of the beginner and intermediate level questions correct. This is a good score. Remember, these are commonly confused English words, which means most people don't use them properly. You got a respectable score.
caught a falling star @ 11:35 PM
i'm too tire for everithg... :( slpless nites make me wanna wanna die... made me sick... real sick..
went to sch 2dae... nope.. slpt at 6+ in e' mornin.. den woke up at 9+ 10... start my model again... n i finally finish my model.. wahaha.. shld upload e' pic soon.. after submission.. :p
dis whole week can no need go sch.. cuz no need mark att.. :p haha.. :p bt idiot ms han.. extra.. wanna us go CRS tml.. gotta do her presentation.. wat e' hell she wan lor.. told her liao.. idiot lor.. argh... :( if nt i can stay at hm liao le.. argh..
didn go sch again in e' mornin.. didn go lect n tutorial.. dam tire.. did my thgs at hm.. bt i did went for e' nite thg.. went to meet rainie at 5.45 at tiong bahru.. den noe wat.. we wore e' same pants.. similar slippers.. wat e'.. luckily i cant find my pink tee.. i wanted to wear.. she wore pink.. wahaha.. STUPID lor.. wahaha.. bought dinner.. :p went to sch.. ppl go back hm fr sch.. n we go sch fr hm.. stupid rite.. watever.. ate dinner.. den start wrk.. i juz cant wrk in sch.. so.. tok tok n tok... haha.. :p den did CRS ppt for a while.. cont tml.. bt me, jazzon n rainie juz joke ard.. haha.. idiot jazzon tie my hair till so high up.. like siao char bo..
went to collect my admin card wif rainie, fang n juan.. stupid rainie scare us.. we walk pass e' stairs.. den there's dis indian lady walk up.. rainie tot wat.. den scream.. scare me.. argh... bt it's dam errie actualli.. haha.. :p
hm sweet hm.. stupid.. haha.. e' whole sch onli like... NO PPL de.. dam freakin tire now.. gotta go slp for a while n cont wif my colourin le.. bye all.. :p
~fernny~ TIRE.....
caught a falling star @ 11:11 PM
Monday, March 14, 2005
i'm super duper freakin shag n tire.. i alreay nv slp for more den 5 hrs for daes... ever since thu nite... i slpt ard 4+ in e' mornin...
fri..............
i slpt at 5+ in e' mornin n woke up at up at 7+.. msg rainie.. tell her i'll be late.. n i cont slpin till 8+.. went to sch after tt.. slack.. cuz.. i already no mood to wrk liao.. dam tire... watever... GEMS.. sian 1/2.. bt was entertained by jarvie... haha.. *jarvie.. c dis.. i spell ur name correctli ok... :p* went art frenz wif rainie, fang n juan after gems.. spent my whole afternoon there.. went hm.. tire.. rest for a while.. wrk again... bt dam tire.. so slp for a while... erik called to wake me up.. bt i couldn wake up... can u imagine how tire i m? bt in e' end.. my eldest woke me up.. still 1/2 aslp.. my 2nd sis came back wif a sth for me.. wat e' hell.. erik ask her to pass me jay chou's concert vcd.. *guilty* i wanna buy de lor.. in e' end.. he bought for me.. he called me after tt.. n i scolded him for buyin tt vcd.. haha.. :p stupid.. watever..
sat....
i chatted wif him.. wrk on project till 6+ in e' mornin den went to my bed... n woke up at 10+.. ard 4 hrs of slp onli.. wat e'... did some of my project n waited for rainie, fang n jazzon to come.. fr 5.. to 6.. to 7... they came to wrk on project.. n twan e' whole nite.. start wrk after eatin.. den wrk till next dae ard 7am.. n we didn slp..
sun....
SHAG n TIRE is e' onli 2 wrds can describe all 4 of us.. since we cant finish.. they went hm for a nap n bath n i went to take a nap ard 8.. den stupid.. juz manage to slp for abt 1/2 hrs.. jie fu called n ask mi to open e' door for him... :( tire.. went back to slp after tt.. till 11.. 3 hrs of slp onli lor.. wash up a while n waited for them to come back my hse ard noon time.. start wrk again... wrk n wrk n wrk... i cannot take it liao le.. kinda quarrel wif someone.. shld sae hu.. den went to slp for a while.. ard 10-11.. den erik called to wake mi up.. :p begin wif my wrk... after a while.. rainie, fang n jazzon wanna slp liao.. so.. they went off to slp in my rm.. n i chatted wif erik on fone...
mon..
woke them up ard 3.. den i bth liao le.. i told erik dun let mi slp.. wanna him tok to me.. i juz wanna rest.. bt in e' end.. i slpt.. so he called again.. n then.. i woke up again.. haha.. :p i didn realise i slp liao le.. haha.. :p den he force me to slp for a while.. so i went to slp ard 5.. ask rainie to wake me up at 6.. bt in e' end.. i slpt till 7... haha.. :p stayed at my hm to wrk again.. all 4 of us didn go sch 2dae.. n we wrk till juz onli.. they juz left n i gotta to slp liao le... nite alll.. :p
idiot.. regreted saein i wanna go for stay at studio tml.. wanna pon again tml de.. bt argh.. gotta stay at sch till 10 tml... argh.. bt i'm gonna go to sch late... :p
~fernny~ it's sooooo nice to slp... I WANNA SLP.... :(
4 more daes to submission liao le.... 4 more daes to end of torture.... n i can slp liao... :p 4 more endless nite of wrkin on project.. 4 more daes of slpless nite too...... well.. seriousli.. need a nap now.. nite all.. :p
caught a falling star @ 4:27 PM
Thursday, March 10, 2005
hey ya.. didn blog ydae.. miss mi? haha.. :p watever.. NONSENSE...
ydae... met alan for dinner? lunch? watever... cuz he sae v long nv meet liao le.. watever watever.. tt's total crap actualli... watever.... watever.. hahaha... :p soooo full... haha.. sooo sinful...
i fail my OC... wahaha.. watever..
project... omg.. dun sae le.. i haven colour... oh shit.. i did my sectional wrongli... my ruler de scale wrong... sooo mani thgs... shit.... argh... gotta do everithg again... :'( gotta do my perspective n sectional now... it's a muz fern... watever... end of nonsense... shld i go sch tml? shld i go gems? argh..... i realli hv no ideas... shld i join e' ppersonal develpoment programme? argh... sooo mani thgs... DIE... i wanna jump down now....
~fernny~ -D-E-A-D----S-I-C-K----A-N-D----T-I-R-E----O-F----A-L-L----T-H-I-S-
caught a falling star @ 9:14 PM
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
wahaha.. i didn realise it's 8th mar... it's san ba fu nui jie... wahaha.. wat e'.. tt's y so mani ppl wish me 2dae.. call me 38.. wahaha.. wat e'.. watever.. slack like hell men.. bt i manage to finish my plant schedule by 2dae.. wahaha.. n finish 2 sectional.. tml gotta do my dimension liao le.. muz muz muz finish.. den thu n fri gotta colour everithg... dam tire now.. muz slp liao le.. den weekend save for my model... haha.. tt's it... next week polish everithg n my case study.. n tt's abt it i think.. watever... i'm thinkin tooo tooo tooo perfect...
stayed back after sch wif chun, hai n jazzon to wrk.. n tt's e' time i finish my sectional... FINALLY.. i juz hate to draw lar.. it's soooo ugly.. argh.. :'( watever.. tire of all dis thg lar.. at least i complete e' whole package can liao le lar..
i was dam dam dam angry wif someone 2dae.. n i dun think she noe tt.. dam angry lor... u'll nv ever noe how angry i m.... argh... watever... she did nt spoil my mood 2dae..
ate a lot a lot in sch.. rice for my brunch.. chips, cutter fish, ice cream for snacks... noodle for dinner... den back hm.. mummy kept some rice for me.. i'm v full liao.. bt force myself to eat.. btw.. i hate it wen i'm stress... argh.. i eat n eat n eat as if nobody business.. i shld stop all dis... argh... btw.. i'm gonna go for run run dis comin hol.. everi week 3 times n swim once a week.. i'm goin sentosa next sun wif keke n alan n adrian... haha.. long time nv go sentosa liao le.. woo~hoo~ n tt's a time i can FINALLY RELAX.. watever.. end of nonsense.. time to slp... nite all..s weety dreamz..
~fernny~ nite.. :) sMiLe... dun be angry becuz of some xiao ren... wahahahaha... :p stay cheerful to be young... :p
caught a falling star @ 11:40 PM
argh... i had enough of project.... CAN U STOP GIVING ME SO MUCH STRESS??? I WANNA DIE......... nt onli project i'll stress.. i'm stress by everi thg... i feel so suffocated.. breathless... i need some air... dun treat me so gd.. i dun deserve it... dun wait for me.. i dun deserve it....
he's weird... i can sense tt... there's sth wrong.. he haven msg me.. he haven wish me nite.. where is he? watever....
after tokin to ke.. i realise.. i feel tt i wanna find bf now.. haha.. -_- wat e'... bt.. i dun think i'm findin ani.. i wanna stay free n single at dis moment 1st.. he broke my heart too deep tt it's nt heal back... he's such a jerk.. i hate him.. hate him lots.. 2 time me.. still wanna patch.. NO WAY.. i'm too stupid to patch wif him tt time.. STUPID... bt.. i had learnt my lesson... NEVER EVER TRUST HIM.. NEVER EVER.... i hate u francis.. i realli hate u lots... n i promise.. we'll nv ever be fren.. nv ever.... u r such a jerk.. u sae u onli love me.. u sae u miss me.. it's all lies... u better touch ur nose.. cuz ur nose is becomin bigger n bigger... longer n longer..... I HATE U....
~fernny~ wahaha.. feel soo much better now.. bt.. I'M STILL SO STRESS.. watever.. iw anna slp le.. nite.....
caught a falling star @ 12:43 AM
Monday, March 07, 2005
tong hua.. i kinda begin like dis song liao le.. hhaha.. oso dunno y... hope my love life will oso be like fairytales like tt.. *as mani girls think so* haha.. :p bt nt like tt song tt sad lar.. i dun wanna die lar.. of cuz... :p bleah......... watever.. tong hua is a gd gd nice nice song okok.. :p
juz reached hm.... sooo dam tire.. haven bath.. so dam smelly... haha.. :p gotta go bath soon... :p haha..
sch... sian... argh... :'( new lect replace mr tan... i spent my whole dae choosin plants.. argh.. stupid rite.. ya.. i think so.. argh......... gotta finish my plantin plan by 2dae... i swear... haha.. :p watever....
went woodland library after sch.. den hm sweet hm..
dinner.. FULL.. haha.. :p
gotta noe sky more... haha.. :p kinda hv some heart to heart tok wif him.. :p i realise he's nt tt bad actualli.. noe much more abt him n his family... his complicated family background.. actualli... he's realli nt a bad guy... treat his family gd gd oso... gald tt he's thinkin liao.. haha.. he wanna quit smokin n wanna stop saein all e' vulgarities liao le... dun worry.. i'll support u de.. hahaha.. :p
~fernny~ be happi always.... :) sMiLe..
caught a falling star @ 8:48 PM
Sunday, March 06, 2005
i feel so loneli suddenli.. i feel soo lost.. wif no love.. no care.. no nth... i hate dis feelin.. i cried.. i cried.. i cried silentli in my heart n onli my heart noe i'm crying painfully...
FRIENDSHIP.. plz define frenship to me.. is it juz a ship made by sth called fren? or it's e' bondin between ppl? it's juz a ship made my fren.. juz to c... I'M ALL ALONE!! :'(
argh... i haven even start on my project... seriousli speakin.. i oso dunno y ppl rush like hell.. watever.. i'm all stress up.. i need a break seriousli...
i vent my anger on huever i c.. esp sky... i'm soooo soli... i dun mean to shout to u ydae n juz now... bt seriousli speakin.. tokin 2 u made mi dam dulan lor... dam dam f*kin dulan ok.. tok 2 u can vomit blood de lor.. can die de lor.. watever.. i'm oso in e' fault.. so.. i'm realli soli... watever.. let bygones be bygones..
wat is happenin? wen will my hol come? 12 more daes to submission...
i went to watch howl's movin castle ydae nite.. den went supper... nice show.. at least help me de stress a bit... erik wore e' shirt i bought.. haha.. bt bad leh.. i think... :p haha.. bt idiot sis.. made us pai sei onli... argh...
i left wif my selection of plant, planin plan, plant image plant schedule.. everithg doin wif plants... haha.. :p
case studies ~ sustainable design, spice garden, concept n residential design..
final layout~cross section~perspectives~concept development/statement
FINAL MODEL
n lastli.. ppt n binding..
2 weeks to finish all dis.. it's possible lor... watever..
~fernny~ i shldn stress myself... 12 more daes to submission...
caught a falling star @ 4:41 PM
Saturday, March 05, 2005
argh.... my pimples r out again... argh... hate tt.. :'( note.. is nt pimple. is pimpleS nt e' S.. argh...
i'm goin out soon.. nt bein a gd ger.. i shld be at hm doin my project.. bt now... dinner+movie... haha.. howl's movin castle.. woo~hoo~
i'm all stink now.. juz woke up n e' weather is so dam hot.. n i sweat like hell... nv do a lot of thg for project 2dae... again.. muz chiong tml liao le... cannot slack liao fern n all my clazmates... okok.. :p actualli i'm e' onli 1 hu slack lar.. haha.. :p
well.. i'm goin to bath liao le... bye all..
~fernny~ be happi... :)
caught a falling star @ 6:04 PM
Friday, March 04, 2005
argh.. wat e'... my sis call erik.. n.. argh.. watever..
sch.. SLACK.. another slackin dae.. :p wahhaa.. :p
gems.. fun.. garvie made mi laugh like mad woman.. IDIOT... wahaha.. soo cold still sae all e' lamest lame jokes... wat e' hell.............
fridae.. sooo fast... 14 daes to submission.. can u imagine.. 2 more weeks... exactli 2 more weeks.. argh.. omg omg omg..
. S : T . R : E . S : S . O : V . E : R . C : O . M : I . N : G . M : E .
bt.. i realli need a break.. i'm takin off 2dae... n chiong.. erm.. try to chiong everithg dis weekend.. nt touchin ani wrk 2dae... :p haha.. :p i'm free fr e' project.. woo~hoo~
went ps juz now.. bought a lot of nail polish.. :p den new base n top coat... finalli gt s' member of face shop le.. FINALLY... haha.. :p walk ard... n there's jean perry sales... hope to c steven... :'( dun hv.. bt there's a guy look like him... *back onli* sooo sad... haiz... walk ard... den went to marina sq for dinner.. liew.. e' senery there... best. can c e' sea.. can c e' merlion.. best place for nice senery n cheap food...... bt e' food there... okok onli lar.. nt v nice actualli... bt e' dim sum.. nt bad...
hm sweet hm.. idiot.. i almost fall... :'( my sis lar.. pull me... n almost fall in e' bus..... argh.. den both of them still sabo me in front of erik n his fren.. argh.. dun sae le... :'( sad sad...
shld i go sky's chalet tml? bt i dunno his fren lor.. wat e' hell.. shld i.. shld i nt? argh......... watever.. 2dae is my off dae.. n wanna go off n slp le.. nite alllll... hv a nice weekend.. n sweety dreamz of fernny.. nitte all... :p dun miss me.......
~fernny~ dun worry.. be happi...
2dae is mumpheng's b'dae.. happi 20th b'dae to u.. may ur wishes come true wor... all e' best to u 2........ hope u like 'e wallet we gave.. n e' cake too.. although it's dam fattenin.. bt nice rite.. hope u enjoy urself 2dae.. :p
caught a falling star @ 11:13 PM

i saw him juz now... on e' train.. he juz stood beside me... n tt's e' song best describe us... soo near yet so far... we'r juz like stranger.. i'm a bit sad actualli.. bt it's all my fault i think... n i think there's no way we can be frenz again.. nv ever.. watever.. hope he's happi now.. hope he can find his true love ba.. wat i can do now is juz wish him all e' best... :p
caught a falling star @ 10:32 AM
Thursday, March 03, 2005
wahaha.. sooo mani fotos sia... rite rite.. :p
i'm soooo tire... i'm sick n tire.. fever... argh... oh no... oh no... argh.. i hate to be sick...
sch.. SLACK... die liao le lar.. my slackness is comin back le... HELP!!! cannot..
watever.. haha.. nonsense.. watever... rain rain rain... haiz.. woke up dam late.. 11+.. went sch wif alan since he wanna take cab n it's rainin soooo soooo soooo heavily... :p he came to fetch me.. n i'm allll WET... e' rain is dam heavy... was earli to sch... cuz alan claz starts at 12.30.. n he insist to go sp 1st... so.. EARLY.. bt he's late.. so soli...
went bugis to buy present for mumpheng.. her b'dae tml.. n tml.. we'r gonna hv another b'dae bash.. woo~hoo~...so... hu's next? i muz rmb to bring lighter.. muz muz.. n plates oso.. n songs for rainie... *in my head.. hopefully*
hm sweet hm... had dinner... sooo full now... gotta start my project soon.. i think.. haha.. bt i think..i better go slp ba.. dam tire... :'( omg omg.. dark rings.... panda eyes... omg omg..
btw.. thanx jazzon for helpin me buy tt pants.. haha.. i love tt pants... :p
~fernny~ i'm feelin better ppl.. thanx ppl.. :p sMiLe ppl.. :)
n lastly... happi 19th b'dae to sky... haha.. old liao sia.. someone... :p muz grow up liao okok.. dun be small kids le lar... i oso dunno wat to sae actualli.. juz tt.. e' time is nt rite yet.. u shld noe wat i'm tokin abt rite.. dun act blur again ar.. all e' best to u... well.. startin of ur 19th yr of life.. so.. watever had happened.. forget it okok.. let all e' happi thgs to happen okok.. so soli.. nt to let u be unhappi on ur b'dae.. e' best way is to act blur i think.. i noe i always made u dulan.. so soli lar... okok... grow up le lar.. dun always dulan okok.. :p may god bless u.. may god be wif u.... :p fern
caught a falling star @ 10:13 PM
on v dae.. soooo much fun... :p

share drinks.. couple? opps.. too bad.. NOPE.. haha.. :p

me n jazzon..

rainie n jazzon

shuk, me n rainie






i juz love tt machine lots...

tt's fr jazzon.. haha.. he sae wanna gv mi n rainie rose.. n tt's our rose.. wahaha.. wat e'

tt's fr erik.. :p haha... i juz like tt bear.. haha.. :p bt.. watever.. onli e' tots tt counts.. btw.. i had too much choco liao..esp rocher on v dae.. haha.. thanx aniway.. :p
caught a falling star @ 10:04 PM



foto freakz.. ahaha.. :p




after china town.. soooooo full... *at coffee bean taka*
caught a falling star @ 10:01 PM
after cuttin hair..






caught a falling star @ 9:40 PM
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
aha... aha... thanx guys. i'm alrite.. i'm juz toooooo toooo toooo stress.. tt's it.. :p
he msged me juz now.. *shock* kinda miss him now.. opps... -shldnt let someone c dis... wahaha.. if nt he'll comfirm chop off my head de.. opps... haha.. watever.. fren oso can miss fren rite..
watever.. sch.. SLACK... long time since i last slack.. seriousli speakin... i think i'm quite hardwrkin dis few daes.. so u guys agree? wahaha.. dun agree nvm.. i agree wif tt can liao.. haha.. :p watever.. dam tire... went hm slp.. actualli wanna meet keke.. bt in e' end.. she cannot make it.. i tire.. so i went hm slp lor.. ahha... :p n i juz woke up... later after dinner... gotta chiong finish my case study le........
thgs gettin better now...
love cant be force ya noe... n i totalli hv no idea hu i prefer.. him or him..... haiz.... i'm such a flirt.. as usual.. ok.. used to it le... :p bleah
francis is weird ydae nite... he smsed me ydae nite out of e' bluez..
he: i think sometime u think i'm v fan rite
me: -_- diao lor.. wat e' hell is dis.. no lor..
he: no meh... maybe i juz think too much liao
me: it's obvious u thinkin too much..
he: okok.. bt seriously speaking, is our status now frenz?
me: yes.. of cuz... if nt?
he: den ok ba.. i shall nt disturb u
me: huh? blur
..............no more reply fr him............
wat e' hell.. he smsed mi out of e' blueeezz.. wat e'.. wat's dis? -_- lor..
to sky: boy ar.. dun stress le okok... i oso v stress now.. project n project n project.. :'( wanna cry le.. bt as u sae.. i'll be strong okok.. so u oso muz be strong leh... after 1 1/2 yr.. u'll be a free bird liao le lor.. dun gv attitude to ur seg le lar.. no use de lar.. later kana charge again.. cannot come out again.. dun so stubborn can not... n oso.. so soli leh.. i promise.. i'll go out wif u once my project end okok.. dun angry le okok.. CHEER UP..... :) sMiLe
~fernny~
today.... 2/3/05
happi 22nd b'dae to.... too.... my dear... my dearie darling wei kai...... wahaha.. sure kana sabo de.. n i haven sabo u.. cannot.. bt dun worry.. i'll sabo u 1 dae wen i meet u.. I MISS YOU.. u noe.. where r u? wahaha.. :p my best 'sister' sia.. all e' best leh.. may ur wish come true.. n faster faster.. go after her.. i'm waitin for her to be my 'bro-in-law'.. wahaha...
~fernny~ i'm happi 2dae.. n ppl.. DUN WORRY.. BE HAPPPY.... ok.. :) sMiLe
caught a falling star @ 7:29 PM
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
ydaesoo qiao.. i'm on my way to mrt station.. i saw.. i saw.. i saw sc.. wahaha.. :p sooo qiao... she's goin to sch too... n we chat n chat n chat.. :p i miss them.. i dun care.. hol is comin.. i wanna go out wif them........
sch.. ok lar.. dam hungry.. 11+ went makan wif rainie liao le.. haha..
tt's a gd pt of my course.. u can go lunch wenever u wan... tt's fr mr tay.. he ask us to tell e' new students... haha.. chiong my case studies.. after lunch..
den hm sweet hm.. n.. i met xiao boy at my hse downstair lor.. so qiao again.. he came to meet his fren... long time nv c him liao.. still e' same.. chao ah beng.. opps.. bt it's true okok.. smoke smoke smoke.. smoke si ni den u noe... some more.. he gt more tatoo le.. real beng lor.. bth him... haiz..
chattin wif sky now.. haiz.. he's soo stress... i'm sooo stress.. everione sooo stress....
~fernny~ be happi all... :p sMiLe... :) dun stress dun stress..
yoo~hoo~
happi 20th b'dae alan.. ah pek.. wahaha.. old le lar.. old le lar... so soli.. cant go to ur party on sun.. cuz was quite bz wif my project.. n u noe e' real reason ba... may ur wish come truee... n oso.. dun ask mi for present.. cuz i shared wif ke. n she haven pass to u.. :p bleah... take care..
caught a falling star @ 11:52 PM